Can someone give me a map on how to live life? They say, you can live a worth living life when you read the Holy Bible or when you meditate always or when you devote urself in ur craft. As for me I live to love, and to discover the beauty of life in the context of L O V E. All my life, I have decided to live with love; LOVE for people (both close and not so close) & love for God. I always believe,that it was the noblest way of life. Crap! I forgot to love myself. (saaaadest)
I realize that in the process of loving, I lose track: I forgot to love myself (dear self, I’m sorry for forgetting you for so long and for sometime). This realization brought me to another realization that, I could not love others in a RIGHT way because I failed to love myself, aww I’m sorry, I still love myself but not in the RIGHT amount of self love.
ILLUSION
I always thought that I’m the most loving person on planet earth (in my world, at least). So come into my world now! HA HA kidding! WELL, I have many good reasons in calling myself so, to name some: I’m slow to judge, forgiving, considerate, generous(sometimes), understanding and very sweet(to my family and some chosen people) plus I cracked jokes that so so fun eh. [Yes, ganun ako magmahal].
On the other hand, I have one good reason why I love in a not so healthy way: I FORGOT TO LOVE MYSELF (paulit-ulit tee!).
HAHAHA
Seriously, to make the matter short, since I failed to love myself, I failed to love others wholeheartedly. Because I’m not that loving enough to love myself, I cannot give the right amount of love. I believe on thE saying that: You cannot give what you don’t have. Or should I say that I revised that saying by saying that , “I can only give a little because I have little. Therefore, I can still give”.
This I promise: I’m going to give myself the right amount of love so that I can love the people I love on the right way.
Confusing me! *_*
The truth is, I hurt someone. I love in a not so healthy way. It was never been the other persons fault; it was my fault, so sad. But sad no more! Today, I assess myself and I end up humbled. I, have so much to learn in this journey.
I do not condemn myself for loving the way I love and for living the way I live. In every season, I will be patient on myself and to others. I’m going to love big time and I’m going to live big time!
To whom I hurt, I’m sorry dude! I love you <3 aww! (sweet) haha
To be honest, I believe that the God of love gives me all the reason in the world to love season by season. In this season, I have found a new face of love: Love the right way.
NEW PERSPECTIVE. I’m learning, a lot..’
Thank you
Praise God!
I is growing, BIG TIME . LEARNING <3
indeed ur so sweet to others jud!^^
ReplyDeletehmmm, very true ,You need to love yourself first before you can love someone. Same as don't give your 100% of love to anyone, always remember to give da biggest part of your love to yourself.
e.g. 90% for yourself den 10% sa uban .aheheh^^
thank you gang for reading and commenting! hahaha :)) kita kita ra gyuy magkasinabot dri :))
ReplyDeleteanyways, i can say that i agree on that bigger part of love thy self pero ang laki naman sa self hah :)) HAHAHAAH
But, i will <3 so help me :))))))))))))